Red Solo Cup

I was born this way, hey.

What is my life becoming if I am not even allowed to pick and choose who I like or don't like anymore. Why should I be made to feel like shit because I don't want to be your friend?? Why should I feel forced to try and pretend that I actually like you?

Why is it my fault that I just don't want to be friends. I treat you with respect, I go to work and do my job. Why do I have to like you? Why do I have to pretend that I even remotely care about you when clearly I don't? Are you really that desperate for friends that you will be belligerent with someone until they agree?

I just want to be left alone. I want to crawl into a hole and just be left alone.

I'm dammed if I do, I'm dammed if I don't and people think I'm a terrible person, no matter how much I try not to be. I can't imagine ever being as mean as people think I am on purpose... but I guess I can without even having to try.

Why anyone can even stand to be around me, I can't figure out.