Tuesday, October 02, 2007

I Got It From My Mama.

Th-th-that that don't kill me
Can only make me stronger
I need you to hurry up now
Cause I can't wait much longer
I know I got to be right now
Cause I can't get much wronger
Man I been waitin' all night now
That's how long I've been on ya

The wait begins.

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Monday, October 01, 2007

Cast No Shadow.

Some might say they don't believe in heaven
Go and tell it to the man who lives in hell
Some might say you get what you've been given
If you don't get yours I won't get mine as well

But dont look back in anger
Dont look back in anger
I heard you say

At least not today.

I can't figure out what just burns me more. Being shit on for no good reason. Or the loss of my faith in human nature.

It's fifty dollars.

If Thursday afternoon was made into a movie my classmate would be played by chimps and I, the zoo-keeper would stand at the front of the cage while they flung their feces at me.

Then I would leave the cage, covered in their shit and come 4 days later be expected to have showered, forgotten.

And most of all? Forgiven.

I won't stand for it anymore. I just won't stand for it anymore.

No one. NO ONE, treats me like that and gets away with it. Karma is a bitch. Mark my words. Karma is a bitch.

It is NOT okay to treat people like that. It is NOT okay to shoot the messenger. It is NOT okay to take your anger out on other people and it is most definatley NOT okay to crucify the one who is trying to help.

It's not my job to get my revenge. It's not my job to make you pay for what I have coming to me.

But it's not my job to let you walk all over me. From now on there will be no choice, there will be no bending over backwards and there will be no favors.

If you're not prepared for "thank you" then you deserve shit in the first place.

Amen.