Let's Go Crazy.

When the world is on your shoulder
Gotta straighten up your act and boogie down
If you cant hang with the feeling
Then there aint no room for you this part of town
cause were the party people night and day
Livin crazy thats the only way

So tonight gotta leave that nine to five upon the shelf
And just enjoy yourself
Groove, let the madness in the music get to you
Life aint so bad at all
If you live it off the wall

In the past two weeks I've learned that if you screw something up more than anyone could have expected you would screw it up... somewhere up there, whoever is in charge will give you a second chance.

Case and point. The last four years of my life.

If I was certain that God was playing a major role in my destiny I would thank him right about now.

All I hope for now is that two years from now I am not reciting this same speal. I can't possibly screw up that badly two times... can I?

This time around I'm diving in head first. I'm joing clubs and arranging social gatherings. I'm dressing like a rock star and finally (finally!!!) I feel... happy. Happy? Yes. Happy.

I will not screw this up. So God help me I will not screw this up.

I have a meeting/orientation this afternoon about my TA position. Slightly scary that they are entrusting me to mold young minds but it should be good for a laugh. And it should get me out of my nursing bubble... at least for an hour a week.

I'll admit, a little part of me is in it for the boys.

Men?

Whatever.