Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Don't Want You Back

'Cause you made promises
That you couldn't keep
But you're not hurting yourself
You're only hurting me
Why would you say things that you really didn't mean?
Oh how can I make you see
Just what you did to me?
Oh, you said how much you really cared
Just when I thought I was in love

If I were you I could not lie even once
To the face of the one
That I love so much

One day you'll know. One day you'll see. I was the best thing you ever had and now never will.

I thought I would be sad without you. I thought I would be lonely without you. I thought I was going to cry forever.

But the truth is that I feel fine.

And maybe I am starting to see what you were, and what I really deserve. Maybe I am starting to see that maybe you never really respected me. Maybe you never thought I was smart enough, pretty enough, skinny enough. I never had enough abs, I was never happy enough, fast enough. I never drank enough, I ate too much, I ate McDonalds and Cheesies. I had bad days at work. I had family.

And you never appreciated an ounce of the tons I gave you.

You never said thanks, you never gave back, you treated me like crap sometimes and I just kept giving more. You talked down to me, you ridiculed me, you criticized me. You rarely complimented me. You put me down in front of your friends and family. You put me down in front of my friends and family. You made me feel ugly. You made me feel sad. You made me want to try so hard to prove to you that I wasn't everything you thought I was.

You're right, we could have never married. I don't think you'll ever marry.

Until you wake up and realize how to treat a woman.

I was right, you have no idea what a relationship is.

And you are exactly like your father.

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