Hurt.


Long as I remember the rain been comin down.
Clouds of mystry pourin confusion on the ground.
Good men through the ages, tryin to find the sun;
And I wonder, still I wonder, wholl stop the rain.




I feel like a sitting duck.

A very sad sitting duck.

I feel like I'm going to be alone forever. Waiting. Sitting.

I feel like I am always trying to convince myself to take a chance. Take a chance on Cory, take a chance on Dave. Take a chance on this when I know there is a really good chance it's not going to work.

I don't know what I'm doing anymore.


i feel like nothing I am doing is right.

And I can't stop.

Because I don't know how to fix it.