Nowhere to Run.

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line

It hurts when you are the only one who isn't there. The only one who will never reach the bar, because just when you get there it gets pushed up a little more.

The one who always feels like nothing is ever right. The one who is never told that it's okay to screw up, its okay to make mistakes, its okay to be dumb.

Never told you're okay, you done good, maybe for a moment, you weren't so dumb.

It's like there's a wound in my back and it just keeps getting poked. And I try not to flinch. I try not to do anything but smile. And I try everything not to be dumb.

Why can I never be good enough, why am I always just not good enough.

Why can't I do anything right.